A girl's mind

As a toddler I thought of life to be Simple and straight shall it feel But when I came to the stage of teenage It got worse than stone age Then came a 16, not an 18 Thoughts calmed abit, cant say fully been All teens went aside Grown over it and began to see Life of a definition is Not that so called simple to be But things fixed and got me to think That the times are becoming hard as the sunrise But I still could hope for the happy ending Because from what I see Theres always a beautiful sunset Mezmerizing with cold breeze

For you My love is indeed true For you I surrender myself too For you Through times of Thick and thin For you Worth every step to take in For you Non stop, at all cost For you Forever and ever in host For you I fear of loosing For you I hope of being For you Nothing is less For you To take at all risks For you Now you shall see For you How far I am willing to be

Oh my what have I put myself into Didnt expect this but life of a thing I ran into Nothing nothing, this is nothing new But little did I hope just from few But what can I say, since I'm banished No longer shall I ever belong, totally vanished I only expected things to be talked at places they belong But clearly, if its something about me, everywhere is tongue long Profession and Personnel I've learnt as different But still to some in authority, this seems insufficient Well, why do I expect people won't meddle? Into matters that doesnt belong to them to handle Is that what a family should be? Or is that what a stranger should feel? How would you feel when in an interview? When all you tried to be is nothing but leave problems aside and continue? But the friends' of kin starts to put you in awkwardness With questions like, "will you ever go to that house? you are never going there?" constantly as such? When not only the friend but a stranger fo...

Eighteen Eleven Eighteen, how can I every forget Oh you little one, you were almost heading there I still remember the little you, funny as ever You were just 13 when I met, filled with laughter Sharing your awesome name since my birth Breaks me apart to even remember That you, suddenly are no longer with us Eagerly waited to serve you and my husband together with my cooking Just like how you requested Even if you are not my nephew of blood Even if you were faraway for studies for quite a while You knew more than anyone how much we cared You saw how much we adored You know how much we were fond of you Dearest just who became an adult almost 1 month before How I wish I had one last chance to see how grown up you were than before Your ambitious plans filled up the horizon Your light spreaded all the way to the amazons How proud we were, and how happy we are You were the best of kind in a messed up dump like this How I wish I could Make you an ice milo, the way you al...

"I need you, I want you" "I need you, I want you" Infinity times wont be enough, if its you I am in need of you more than any other times I've needed you I want help, I want comfort I need support, I need confidence I know you give me these, but now I need them more More than any other I dont know why I get so hurt I cant blame you because that wont be fare I love you and I miss you I need help, save me oh you hold me tight and confirm for me Strengthen me and build me Save me from this feeling, take me you are my home, wherever it maybe -Pinkly Girly-