Boundaries

Oh my what have I put myself into
Didnt expect this but life of a thing I ran into

Nothing nothing, this is nothing new
But little did I hope just from few

But what can I say, since I'm banished
No longer shall I ever belong, totally vanished

I only expected things to be talked at places they belong
But clearly, if its something about me, everywhere is tongue long

Profession and Personnel I've learnt as different
But still to some in authority, this seems insufficient

Well, why do I expect people won't meddle?
Into matters that doesnt belong to them to handle

Is that what a family should be?
Or is that what a stranger should feel?

How would you feel when in an interview?
When all you tried to be is nothing but leave problems aside and continue?

But the friends' of kin starts to put you in awkwardness
With questions like, "will you ever go to that house? you are never going there?" constantly as such?

When not only the friend but a stranger for you were infront
What can you do, except a smile and a laugh of awkwardness in humiliation?

And yet you tell at me "I am very disappointed"!
Well, this has nothing but put me as well disappointed!

Work and family should never be blended, is what I believe
And what I believe is what I stand in heel

Even if I can never beat with your game of very own
I don't care at this point, for all that matter, I've got to spare nothing at all

Underestimated me even when I hold a Diploma
Proved me even a PHD wouldnt be sufficient in such.