Lonely blessings

An anti social person that you are

Changes so much with a life inside

Emotions change so much that you feel

These unusual feelings 

I hope no one goes through this

You feel so lonely, horribly lonely

Do you have to call people and remind them to feed you everyday? 

C'mon you know Im on strict bed rest

C'mon you know I went through a surgery

I know my trials don't fall on people

But if you claim as someone who cares

Would I have to remind you to care about me 

For every single day that I breath? 

If you have a busy life atleast why not ask me "how are you?" 

Don't you have your phones in your hands 24/7

Cut the crap and stop acting

Don't make excuses if you don't care 

Did I ask you "why didnt you come" in the first place? 

No! You want to know why? 

Because I know when to draw the line when its necessary